Some gratitude

Sweet Mikkie,

Have I mentioned yet how much little Spencer reminds me of you? It's uncanny. What a blessing to have yet another reminder of my sweet little girl.
I can never have enough of those.

Daddy's been having a rough time with his asthma lately, another reminder of you though not the pleasant kind. I have a hard time seeing him struggle to breathe especially since it makes us both think about that unthinkable day. It's been a scary few days with that, which brings me to my gratefuls....

I'm extremely grateful your dad is doing a bit better. Breathing is kind of a necessary thing to live. I'm grateful for God's mercy in continuing to spare his life. I just may completely lose my sanity if I lost someone else.
As if we've forgotten, it's been an added reminder to cherish life and every moment we have with each other. Seize the moment and waste no time with the petty things.
I'm grateful to God for each and every moment of my life and my loved ones. Life surely is more bearable with them.

I'm grateful to God for continuing to spare our life each and every day, all it takes is for Him to stay His hand and we are gone.

I'm grateful for the few who still talk about you! Who continue to ask how things are or invite me to share my memories about you, even if I've shared them before... I only have a short span of 21 months to share. It makes me happy to talk about you and so I relish in every moment I get to reminisce of my sweet angel girl.

Thank you, our sweet guardian angel, for watching out for us. I've felt divine help on more than one occasion lately and know without a doubt you were the angel helping us.

I love you so very much! Know that there is not a single day that goes by that I don't think of your sweet face.

Love always,

Mama